I feel very close to tears for a lot of the day at the moment. I have a 4 month old and a 2 year old and I feel as if I have zero energy. 2 year old is watching cbeebies and I feel as if I should be playing with her, but have no motivation to do anything. I feel very lonely and some days go by without seeing anyone. DH gets home about 8pm, so I am doing all the childcare by myself. I feel as if I'm letting my 2 year old down. Yesterday I changed her nappy and forgot to put a new one on, because I was so distracted and just put her trousers back on. I only realised when she wet her bed after a nap. I have never done that before. I don't want to take anti depressants as I am breastfeeding and the dr made me give up breastfeeding to take them after dd1. I have been to toddler groups etc, but I only have superficial conversations and don't have any real friends. Don't know if I'm depressed or not.
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