Please can someone give me some objective thoughts/advice on the following situation before I completely loose the plot, at the moment I'm a mixture of being so upset but raging at the same time.
This may take a while to explain so please stay with me if you can! I have lived with clinical depression, self-harm, low self-confidence etc and anxiety for the past 10 years, until 2 years ago I wasn't really making any progress even with fantastic help and support then I attended 2 courses which were 12 weeks in length and were run by a small national charity local to where I live. The skills I learn't were so amazing and for the first time in ages I'm making or was making real progress. In May this year I started working for them on a regular basis as a volunteer twice a week which was a huge leap for me as I have a social phobia, these past 7 months have been life changing.
Sadly the charity is having to close due to lack of government funding, they finish next week. Firstly this was heart breaking for all of us but the real issue I have is that the other 8 members of staff are going out for a meal today but I haven't been asked even though they arranged/discussed it in front of me which I thought was rather insensitive, obviously I was only a member of the team when it suited them.
I have given my all to help them but today I feel very upset, angry, hurt and rather stupid, there are so many emotions racing around inside of me at the moment.
Please can somebody offer me an objective point of view, am I over reacting and being silly, had to come on here because I've been ranting on the 'tv boards'.
I would really appreciate any help and advice, thank you.
I don't think I can say anything to them because whats the point as they are all leaving and the meals today.
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morgansauntie · 04/12/2007 12:00
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