I feel down about dp, i feel he is immature & needs to grow up, he thinks because he wroks full-ime & earns the money thats all he has to do, i feel i have 3 children not 2 & hate having all the responsibility.
My dd is getting me down, she is the most challenging, hard work child ever, my life is ruled by her i just can not take her anywhere.
I have a friend who grinds on me, she is very demanding/needy, she is green with envy & like to make me feel like shit, everything i ever buy my kids or myself clothes/toys wise she has to dash out & buy so we all walk round looking the same, it's driving me mad. She likes to try to control me & hates it when i don't talk to her for more than a day
I just want to be on my own, i feel like walking out as soon as dp comes in, i have many worries within my relationship, i live with a recovering addict who i feel i have to "watch" control money, look over my shoulder all the time.
I do Everything, all christmas things for instance, like the tree, buy everything, wrap everything make things special for the kids, dp does nothing just enjoys seeing them happy.
Why is my life like this why do i attract arseholes in all aspects of my life?
I am seriously thinking of just walking out & going in my car tonight, i can't bear to think of yet another sleepless night with a grumpy dp & kids that won't sleep, to get up & do it all again tomorrow!
Should have changed my name for this but i past care now.
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Feeling really down about all sorts of things..
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ScoobyDoo · 28/11/2007 17:13
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