Im a childminder.I have a dd of 8months and a ds of 3and a half.I childmind my best friends baby of 6months.The "babies" sleep from about half12 til half/3.I need this time to get things done.
My ds is driving me insane as he is bored but if I go the baies dont sleep properly and then in return I end up with2 unhappy babies.Im not saying that I never go out.My ds goes to playschool all morning so its not like he does nothing.
My ds is lacking toys as money was tight and now waiting for xmas.
Iv got to a stage now where Im lacking confidence.I have no social skills.Im bored too.I need some bloody fun in my life.My marriage is okish.I have a handful of friends.I have opportunities to go out but money tight and feel fat and dont like town pubs.I enjoy eating out.
I feel like a bad mother and Im going crazy.
Anyone else feeling like me or can advice or comment really???
ps.I feel ready to get a job now but dont have a career.Im doing my childcare course at college at mo(level2).Id love to work in a playschool but childcare costs not worth it.
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depressed&fed up of being at home with the children!!
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mum2oliver · 28/11/2007 14:58
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