Sometimes the guilt i have makes me nauseous. Why? sometimes i think my life was great before. Why did i crave a baby for all those years? Job. car. Loving supportive husband. not lots of cash. but we got by. And then what the doctors described as a miracle. I was pregnant after 11 years of trying and they said it would never happen. I was delighted. My family were delighted. Pregnancy went great. i kept well. Quick, pain killer free labour. A beautiful healthy baby girl. So what the hell is my problem?? I havent a clue. But guilt is my (sometimes only) daily visitor. Maybe its feeling isolated. Not many places to go via public transport (the car was the first victim of budget cut) Also, nobody ever says to me, "you're doing a good job" or "you're a good mum" Because i dont know if i am. I've never done this before.
Please or to access all these features
Please
or
to access all these features
Mumsnet hasn't checked the qualifications of anyone posting here. If you have medical concerns, please seek medical attention.
Mental health
Please create an account
To comment on this thread you need to create a Mumsnet account.