This is the first time ive posted. Only started to look on here because I think i have PND.
I have 2 beautiful dds aged 3 and 20wks. Until I was pregnant with no2 never shouted at or got grumpy with dd1. Then a few times when I was really tired I lost the rag a bit.
Now it happens all the time for the tiniest thing. Think this is maybe normal what with stresses and strains of 2 kids but is it normal to hate yourself so much that much of the time you think they'd all be better off without you around? Including dp? Have been doing stupid things like punching walls and hurting myself especially when I catch sight of my miserable frowninf face in the mirror. I feel like I'm being so sefish and making everyone unhappy. Have a sick feeling and lump in my throat a lot of the time. I've got a doc appointment but i'm terrified that he will say its just me ie i am a s* mum and just have to live with it, or alternatively say ADs. Iam bf and dont want to risk them. Has anyone done CBT?I just cant see how it could work though wish it could make everything ok.
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mumofdini · 13/07/2007 21:33
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