Don't know what is the matter with me at the moment. Background is that I suffer with hormonal depression but am taking Citalopram which has been working really well up to now.
For the past week I have been feeling more and more low. I just want to burst into tears all the time at the moment.
I have a 6 month old DS who I absolutely adore but it is driving me mad being stuck in the house with him all the time. I go back to work in 7 weeks for three days per week and feel terribly guilty for partially looking forward to it. Just thinking that makes me want to cry - surely I should be happy looking after my DS all day every day?
We have no family living where we are so although I see them regularly there is no one about that could take DS off my hands every now and again so I canhave some me time.
DH is fabulous and such a good father but even he doesn't seem to realise that sometimes, on his days off, I would like him to offer to take DS out for a bit so I can just enjoy a bit of time to myself.
God I am really confused as to why I feel like this. I feel like I am being a really bad mother and I think in turn that is making me feel more low.
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Feeling really low...
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JoeAverage · 03/07/2007 09:05
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