A few months ago I was on top of the world, I'm usually a very optomistc person and I was so looking foward to my future, getting a job, getting a new house, holiday etc and now I just feel like crap 99% of the time, I'm horrible and snappy, lose my temper so quickly...a few minutes ago for instance I completely lost my rag with my 6 year old because he was reading his book too slowly, I was so angry I gave myself headache and now he's upset but I've been like this pretty much all weekend too, shouting at the kids every 5 minutes, putting them to bed as early as possible and letting my 8 year old spend hours on the PC just so that he was out of my way.
I can't be bothered to do anything, I feel like I have a total lack of energy, I'm easily irritated by people, my friend goes on and on and on about her sister in law and it drives me nuts, I'm so close to snapping with her but she's a good friend and I don't want to but I feel like saying to her "just leave me alone" "please find someone else to whinge to" etc.
I joined up to this stupid training thing with the job centre to help me back into work and its been a complete waste of my time, I sit there in an office for 4 hours a day doing nothing. I can't leave because I have taken the incentive money into my budget and without it I'd be too short of money.
I just feel like I can't be bothered anymore, I went out today with my hair a complete mess, I usually won't go out without it being straightened but today I honestly couldn't be bothered, the house is a tip, I have no decent clothes, no money to buy any and I feel lonely, I have a "partner" but for the ammount of times I see him (twice a month) I may as well be totally single.
I just can't be bothered anymore, not even with the kids.
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Can't be bothered anymore
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Snakepit · 02/07/2007 19:25
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