I've changed my name as don't want to be recognised in RL and for people to know how i feel like i am barely coping some days.
Can't say too much about what's going on with me as i'll give myself away but am under extreme stress and pressure.
Have been for some time now and it is all pretty much as a result of other people's actions.
I just feel like I am constantly battling problem after problem - real daily problems not just daily issues that are magnified altho running out of milk can be enough to drive me to tears!
Anway, I am completely obsessed that my LO is going to stop breathing in the night. It's always been an issue but it's getting worse. LO has suffered some breathing issues which hasn't helped!
I check several times in the evening. I listen at the bedroom door, I go in and put my hand on the chest if I can't hear anything.
The anxiety is doing my head in. When I go to bed I have to steel myself to use the bathroom before checking at the door.
Once I go to bed I do sleep, it's not so bad I check in the night altho I would if I woke up.
I'm a lone parent and it's a struggle.
Someone tell me I am being stupid but I am petrified truly petrified. I know it's ridiculous but I can't stop crying during the evenings..........
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Why can't I stop worrying about dd........
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StupidlyWorrying · 08/01/2007 21:58
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