I've 3 absolutely gorgeous dd's (7, 3 & 10 mths) & a brilliant husband but I just can't help tending to always feel on the low side of things.
I'm on Citalopram at the mo & have been on & off it for the last 5 yrs.
I just really want to be happy but at the moment feel more blue than happy. I find that it's worse when I'm at home by myself & my dd's so I always try to have as many trips out as I can manage. I would even prefer to go to Tesco's with them then stay at home! I just can't understand why I'm like this as I've got lots of good friends & I know they would be really surprised to know I feel like this but I feel too ashamed to admit the true me to them
Sorry, just can't see an end to it at the moment. Don't want it to rub off on dd's.
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Why can't I find it easier to be happy?
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goshme · 13/10/2006 18:08
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