Don't know if I've got a problem or this is just normal....
Am currently 7 months pg with my 2nd. Due to constantly having to get up in the night to go to the loo (already! God, what's it going to be like by the last month?) - I mean 6 or 7 times at the moment - I am completely exhausted and consequently am an utterly useless lump. I have screwed up completely at work (missed a really important meeting last Monday and am in big trouble, but have been hopeless over the last couple of months anyway - forgetting to do loads of stuff, getting dates muddled up etc.
Feel like everyone hates me (actually I have good evidence for this judging by some pretty unpleasant emails I have been sent lately!) and can't stop crying.
I really don't know how much longer I can go on like this. I had depression about 15 years ago when I was a student and it's all starting to feel very familiar, (though I've been fine since then); when I'm on my own at home I go and cry in the wardrobe in the dark and I was fantasising today about running away, only I couldn't do anything to hurt dh and dd....
It's just been so hard this pregnancy as everyone expects you to just carry on as normal and I just can't.
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Have I got pre-natal depression or am I just tired?
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anonymoustoday · 29/09/2006 13:35
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