I am getting so angry with myself because of it!!!
I have been really happy for the last few weeks. My life finally seems settled, and I am happy with who I am, what I've got etc.
Now today, after a good morning, I have suddenly dropped right down. I don't want to do anything with my children, I just want them to go away and leave me alone.
I want to sit and cry. I want to run away and have a glass (or bottle) of wine and laugh lots. I want to sleep.
Any or all of the above.
I get scared when I feel like this because of depression history. I know that now I am just feeling low, but I worry that it will continue into more.
I normally go out in this kind of mood, but my mum is out, Psychomum is on a ballet night and has 10,000 children at her house right now, and I don't really have many other friends that i can turn to like this.
DH won't be home for 2 1/2 hours.
There's nothing anyone can say really, just needed to write it out.
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Wanna cry....
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Flamesparrow · 28/09/2006 15:17
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