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Mental health

Think it's time to admit I'm extremely unwell.

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Imsuchamess · 25/08/2014 16:48

I have scizoaffective disorder bipolar type.

I have been out late every night this week.

I have for very drunk even though I don't normally drink.

I have been taking drugs.

My nan who doesn't know of my condition saw me yesterday and said I was awful hyperactive.

I got a tattoo even though last time I had one I got a nasty reaction that put me in hospital.

I have spent loads of money on clothes.

I have been dressing provocatively.

I have cheated.

Being inside feels like being locked in a coffin.

I have been hearing voices and seeing things.

I have barely slept.

I have crashed today and now I feel so low and upset I just want to disappear. I want to run away from my life. I want to sh. I am scared of going back up but I'm also afraid of going down. I can't stop crying I feel so alone like someone has put me in a bubble and I can't feel anyone outside of the bubble.

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LastingLight · 25/08/2014 17:06

Your subject line says it all. Please get irl help as soon as you possibly can, don't wait.

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LEMmingaround · 25/08/2014 18:14

Sounds like you are entering a manic episode. Do you have a cpn? Maybe you need a meds review

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GilbertBlytheWouldGetIt · 25/08/2014 20:14

You sound very unwell indeed. Do you need to talk to a friend, or someone at MIND for now? Eventually you'll need to talk to your DP, for the sake of your peace of mind. But maybe not just now. Are you taking anti psychotics at present?

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AlerieVelaryon · 25/08/2014 20:22

If you don't have a CPN at the moment contact your local MH crisis team. Your MH trust (if you live in England or Wales) will have a number on it's website about who to contact when in a crisis.

Please call asap.

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Imsuchamess · 25/08/2014 23:12

I am on anti psychotics and mood stabilisers and a anti depressant and benzodiazapine. I don't have a cpn at the moment but I used to have two. I'll call the on duty officer in the morning. Thanks for all your advice.

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