I have scizoaffective disorder bipolar type.
I have been out late every night this week.
I have for very drunk even though I don't normally drink.
I have been taking drugs.
My nan who doesn't know of my condition saw me yesterday and said I was awful hyperactive.
I got a tattoo even though last time I had one I got a nasty reaction that put me in hospital.
I have spent loads of money on clothes.
I have been dressing provocatively.
I have cheated.
Being inside feels like being locked in a coffin.
I have been hearing voices and seeing things.
I have barely slept.
I have crashed today and now I feel so low and upset I just want to disappear. I want to run away from my life. I want to sh. I am scared of going back up but I'm also afraid of going down. I can't stop crying I feel so alone like someone has put me in a bubble and I can't feel anyone outside of the bubble.
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Mental health
Think it's time to admit I'm extremely unwell.
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Imsuchamess · 25/08/2014 16:48
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