Hi all,
I have recently split with my DH and (fairly amicably) and thought I was doing really well until this week. DD and I are living with my parents at the moment and unfortunately my DH is staying here whilst his new flat (new build) is being completed, which is obviously making things more stressful.
There are so many things bringing me down I don't know how to start! What I think brought it on this week was a terrible driving lesson on Tuesday. At 32 I have convinced myself that until I can drive then I am not an adult and I was so crap in the lesson that I began to despair that I will ever be a "proper" driving grown up (sounds bloody stupid now).
On top of that I am trying to find (an elusive) teaching assistant post in a primary school which will help my application for uni (teaching), which I am finding very stressful as I don't have a huge amount of money in the mean time. My parents are quite stressed at the moment as my sister is clinically depressed and has been staying here for part of this week so that we could "look out" for her as she was having panic attacks after a bout of food poisoning. Because of this I don't think my Mum has enough left in her to cope talking to me so tends to ignore me or snap at me, which is understandable.
Also to make things even more difficult is the fact I don't really have friends I can chat to anymore because I have moved so often in the past 5 yrs and also don't get out as much as I would like. This is making me even more depressed as I used to be really outgoing and sociable, now I just feel useless and pretty pathetic really.
I don't think there is anything anyone can do to help really, just needed to get this off my chest and let it go.
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Feeling pretty awful
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Rocklover · 15/09/2006 14:52
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