Just feel so low right now...
I have been on AD's for 2 and a half years now. My fiancée and I split up 3 years ago (he literally cut me out of his life overnight) and I had to go on Mirtazapine due to the crippling depression and horrific insomnia that I developed afterwards.
I was weaned off them 3 months ago however, as I genuinely thought it was time that I did so. I now feel utterly dreadful though. I spend all day thinking negative thoughts; that I'm a loser, my life is a disaster, I am unlovable and will be alone forever...it just goes on and on. My sleep is better than it was though; although I still wake up pretty early every morning.
I feel so sad that I cannot function without tablets. I feel as if my brain is permanently broken, and that I am going to be like this forever. I feel so alone and hopeless right now. I feel like I try and try, but nothing ever gets better for me...
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Feel so weak because I cannot cope without Anti-Depressants.
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Milkandlotsofwine · 09/07/2014 22:16
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