Is the words my best and only friend said to me tonight. we had a heart to heart about the way I am. we both cried. she is the only person who understands me and shes right.
she said shes only got to know me tonight in all the years she's known me?
Im so messed up im unfixable! we talked about my obsessions with animals, how I cant cope with my dc's and the ds's should live with their father. how it would affect the ds's and dd. how they need help - how I need help! that I have no real emotions for anything and wish any thing that stresses me dead! yeah lovely aint I!
this wont mean no sense to anyone, but I just need to write it down. maybe to read it back and realise what I really am!
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mouses · 05/07/2014 23:58
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