Oh god where to start...
I have a 2 month old baby and he is lovely.
My DP and I split up around this time last yaer when he was sleeping with mt close friend, he told me he was just 'talking' and stuff (we all wroked together) he dumped me to be with her and after a while we got back together, i got PG by mistake and he was really happy and we got back together properly.
We had to move out of our house, as i could not afford the rent bills etc on my own and DP does not have a very well paid job so we now live with my mum.
He works nights and on his nights off he sometimes goes out, but he says i cant go with him, beacuse he will bw at work and might end up working. He never gets home before 4am 6 mostly when he goes out.
At work i am supposed to be going back but they have reassigned the hours i could actually work as DPs hours are all over the place.
But anyway. If i ever get some sleep all i do is have nightmares that my DP is going to leave me (the ones about my LO being hurt have stopped mostly thankfully).
He texts his ex and has phone calls he does not answer when im around.
I know i should trust him but i feel so low and scared and alone at the moment.
I just wish i could talk to someone, but all of my friends i met through DP, they are all younger than me (im 21), like 18 and none of them have children or even want them.
I just need some help and i really dont know what to do. All i do is want to cry and i cry in the shower so no-one knows.
Thanks if you have managed to get to the end of this. Thanks for listening (or reading!)
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koshka1984 · 06/09/2006 23:10
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