I don't know why I'm writing this. I suppose it's because I don't feel like I can tell anyone in RL.
I'm just so sad and angry.
My self esteem is so low. I feel ginormous and can't stop comfort eating.
Work is getting me down. They can sack me at any time. They got rid of so many people before Christmas and the tension was unbearable.
I live with my parents and my dad has always been abusive. I'm saving up to move out but that doesn't seem likely to happen for a long time. I'm just becoming very intolerant to his abusive behaviour. I feel like I push his buttons on purpose because I need an outlet for my anger.
I've started cutting myself again. Something I did as a teen as a coping mechanism.
My eyes are nearly bald because I can't stop pulling my eyelashes out.
I'm just at breaking point. I can't take anymore. I just need somebody to help me.
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I think I'm going to snap
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WhileWeSleep · 09/01/2014 22:27
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