I can't even be bothered to n/c. I can't be these two people - this 'good' mother wife and employee, this really 'clever' woman, this good daughter, Half the time I am sooo wonderful, so together, I run, I swim, I work, I look after my children. But this darkness, this pain, is horrendous. I have been through so much in my life, I had over 30 operations as a child and have been expected to 'get on with it', I lost my dad when I was 2 and he has never been mentioned since, my first husband tried to kill me and yet it was my fault, I have been a drug addict, an alcoholic, I keep trying to be counselled but I can't tell anyone the truth. I honestly want to die. Please help me.
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