Hello,
Hope you don't mind me posting here but I'm in a bit of a mess.
I've cried all day. I can't eat, I know I won't sleep and I'm making myself ill.
You are probably wondering what awful thing has happened to upset me so much. Well, nothing awful.
My Mum has gone away for 6 days.
I'm a 35 year old woman and I can't function because my mum isn't here.
For a bit of backstory, I suffer with depression and anxiety. Mostly anxiety. My mum has been my safety person for years.
Now I don't know what to do with myself. It feels like the end of the world, I can imagine how absolutely ridiculous this sounds.
How pathetic I sound. And I hate myself for being so pathetic.
I only have my mum and my 1 dc. My brother has a girlfriend and their baby.
I can't spend the next week crying, not eating and not sleeping. I will make myself ill.
But nothing is right. I don't feel like myself.
And I'm rambling now.
I'm worried something might happen to her when she's away, I'm worried something might happen to me or my dc while she's not here. What if I get ill?
I know realistically that I need to get a fucking grip. I can't
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I'm in such a state - please help
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lazybint · 21/08/2013 17:10
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