change of life

[marblemadness]

Burst into tears at drs today as relieved to not have a serious condition. Been so worried. However not prepared for emotional upset at the news that the probs Ive had this month with AF may very well be the start of the change. Since the drs I have been through regret, anger at self, anger at husband, tears, more tears, very very upset. Feel a decline into old age rapidly approaching and I cant handle it. Im 43 but I soooo much wanted a second child I could kid myself I was really 33 but I suppose today reality hit in a big way and I realise what a fool I really am.

[shutitweirdo]

Hi didn't want to read and run. You've had a big shock. Give yourself time to calm down and get it all out. Maybe then start having a read about it and then it may help to know others feel or have felt the same way you do now.

[marblemadness]

just wanted to say thank you for responding to my post and offering advice which helped me through an emotional and sad couple of days. Almost didnt open your post when I read your username but glad I did!