I've NC for this. I've just written suicide notes.
I cheated on DH, years ago. I can't live with the guilt anymore. I can't tell him because he'll leave me and then he'll be hurting. Equally I can't not tell him because I'm deceiving him into staying with me.
My mental health is deteriorating and it has been for a while. I've not seen anyone about it because I thought I could cope but I can't.
The only way out of this is to go. I've told him in the note but I can't bring myself to tell him whilst I'm still alive.
Now I just need to decide if I go through with it. I don't even know the best way to do it.
I never thought it'd come to this. Not really sure why I'm posting.
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I've just written suicide notes
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Alphabetbites · 02/05/2013 13:31
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