everyone around me is treating me like shite, all day today I've been reliving the horrible sexual abuse from my childhood. they just don't understand it's not under my control or I would just push the off button & live happily for the rest of my life
they keep saying we are trying to help you.but your not trying hard enough to forget about it. FFS what do they want me to do get a brain transplant or something. I got fed up earlier & said this to them. now they are not speaking to me! yday one of them told me to take a sleeping pill & go to bed because they did not want to hear my rant :(
for the first time since I had my breakdown I feel like a stranger in my own home :( I'm just sat here crying my eyes out & thinking of possible ways to end my life!
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OMG i've had enough.....
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PainForLife · 10/03/2013 18:43
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