Hi,
I am obsessed with my DS length. He is on the 25 percentile (just) and I am worried about everything: him being bullied, not finding a girlfriend, not finding a job ..... about him being happy EVERY DAY.
He is 41 weeks old and such a great baby. I have no reason to worry and I know that being tall or short or whatever in the middle doesn't make you happy or unhappy.
I had CBT for PND and yes, it was / is working, I am able to "cut my thoughts". But not now, not at the moment. I am so exhausted and tired and feel so down.
I spoke to my GP today and she said if I'd ever mention his lenght to my son I'll damage him and he sees so many people who a now depressed because their mums told them they weren't pretty, clever or good enough.
I don't want to kill myself but at this very moment, I think my son would be better off without him, I don't want to hurt him and make him feel bad. I am so scared that I am a bad mother who is such a bitch and my child will hate me later :(.
How do I stop?
Thali
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Thaleia · 13/02/2013 19:02
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