Quite a regular poster on here. I was diagnosed with anxiety after the birth of DS 20 months ago. I'm still quite poorly in that I worry about these big questions a lot of the day and it makes me feel just awful. I get dizzy, lightheaded and just feel so down as I can't seem to work out any real answers. When I'm really bad I just need to lie down and read a book/ go on the internet. I'm pregnant again and so I'm worried about it all getting even worse the arrival is here.
I am anchored by my DH and DS but connected to the above I'm petrified of death and leaving them. Recently I almost lost it completely as found a lump under my arm - thankfully all was okay in the end but I just can't cope with the concept of death. It's going to happen - and with many people it happens prematurely. I can't understand that if there's a higher power why children/young adults are given terminal illnesses and the like - the fear they must face.
Sorry about the ramble - just wanted to get it all down.
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Worried about life, it's meaning and what I am etc. Am I weird?
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Mylittlepuds · 13/01/2013 21:28
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