Warning Self-Indulgent Rant.....
I cannot believe I have done it again. I knew I would, I can't believe I am so weak.
I have PTSD, depression and anxiety. To top it off I am a binge eater. I am having therapy for the PTSD but the binge eating won't be dealt with until afterwards so could be months.
Over the last few days I have obsessed about chinese (My favourite food) I can literally see it and taste it and it has been hell. Every time I have eaten I have wished it was chinese food.
Today I cracked, I went to my favourite all you can eat buffet and stuffed myself silly. Now I am sat here in tears hating myself. I feel disgusting. I don't recognise myself anymore.
It all sounds so stupid written down. I have started taking Fluoxetine again which is supposed to help with binge eating but its still early days.
Please can you share your experiences on how you deal with binge eating? I need to do something.
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What is fucking wrong with me??? I have had enough :(
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BloominMarvellous · 07/01/2013 20:04
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