I feel ashamed for posting this but I really am feeling desperate. I have suffered terrible post natal anxiety since the birth of my son 20 months ago. I'm now 24 weeks pregnant with a 'surprise' baby that were thrilled about, but I have massive risks throughout pregnancy to both me and the baby as I'm T1 diabetic which makes it an anxious time on top of the post natal anxiety.
About four weeks ago I found a lump under my right armpit. I've been to a couple of GPs who've fobbed it off as infected sweat gland but to me it doesn't feel infected or superficial. It's not right and I know it. I'm convinced it's breast cancer or lymphoma. It's not a cancerous lump in itself but a swollen gland which i'm convinced is due to cancer. I have been so beside myself that I went to A&E yesterday in a desperate attempt to find out what it was. As I've got an ultrasound on it on Tuesday the doctor just said I have to wait until then and may not even get answers on that day. She said she'd have been concerned too as the lump shouldn't be there and can't rule out cancer.
The lump is bigger than it was. I'm just not dealing with it. I'm sobbing every other hour as I can't deal what I could potentially be told on Tuesday. Realistically I know it's not good and normally when I worry about things I know deep down the outcome won't be catastrophic.
I'm in an absolute state.
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Mylittlepuds · 06/01/2013 20:33
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