I just can't carry on any more.
In short we can't live in our flat any more due to my anti social neighbours. We have been living at my mums for nearly 3 months in a tiny room all sharing the same bed. Everyday I have to drop the kids at school which is literally next door to my old flat and 5 miles across a busy city. Im not sleeping properly. I either dont eat at all or binge on everything in sight. Im exhausted. My brain cant take any more.
Today housing benefit contacted me and told me that because we are not living at our flat and have no intention of returning they will not pay anything towards my rent. I work 16 hours a week so am entitled to help with my rent. I now have massive arrears on my account and they told me I have to pay it. I cant afford the monthly repayments as it is. I cant even give notice on the flat because I would be making myself homeless intentionally and they wouldn't rehouse us then.
No one wants to know. everyone bucks the blame and I just end up chasing people around in circles.
I hate it. I hate myself for being bullied out of my own home and Im sick of the daily shit that fills my life. Sorry if Im feeling sorry for myself but I thought I was making headway with things and that has knocked me right back.
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spingey · 13/12/2012 18:36
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