Sorry if this is a bit of a feeling sorry for myself moan.
I have an exam tomorrow and have not done much work for it. I've been off work today and yesterday and have no reason not to be revising but i'm not doing it.
Its the same at work. I can just sit there, stare into space and not do my work. I also have to fill in time sheets so can't get away with it for much longer but can't seem to just get on with work. I'm always behind.
Why am I doing this? I need my job and actually really enjoy it and want to pass my exams to progress. Why am I intent on messing my life up? I'll probably spend the rest of the night on here now and hope for the best tomorrow.
I know none of you probably have the answer but I'm scared to talk to anyone in real life about it because they'll realise how lazy I am.
Sorry for any spelling mistakes and thanks for reading.
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Why am I sabotaging my own life?
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NeverHadANickname · 04/12/2012 19:13
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