feeling like I don't belong here.......

[devilishmangerdanger]

.......really feel like my time is up.

[TheSilverPussycat]

What's the matter devilish? Sending hugs and

[amillionyears]

Do you want to talk to us?
Perhaps we can help?

[amillionyears]

How are you this morning?

[TheLightPassenger]

how's things today devilish?

[devilishmangerdanger]

Thanks, I'm getting there, still feeling sad and see no way out but it has been a better day. Lots of things adding to the mix of it all, making life tougher. Life's threw too much at me and what I'm in now has no let up, no break, when realistically it's not just me who needs the break in more ways than one.

Hope you guys are feeling ok?

[TheSilverPussycat]

Hope you have continued to improve. Is there any way to break what you are facing into smaller steps? (Mind you, I am having problems motivating self to do Christmas cards and presents - not through depression though, thank goodness)

[TheLightPassenger]

carry on plodding on, hour by hour, day by day.

[devilishmangerdanger]

I can't see any way of breaking it into smaller steps silver. At times the only way out I do see is parking my car in a river with me and my disabled son in it. However like Light says, keep plodding on and that I will do. It just comes and goes in waves iyswim.

[TheSilverPussycat]

Ah I see your problems are global Do you get any help with DS?

[devilishmangerdanger]

he's a long story..........plenty of do gooders not helping with the right issues, all meaning it's down to me to support him 24/7 as he's been out of school for the last 3 year due to no one supporting his real needs iyswim

However I get a 4 hour break on Fri tea time and a 3 hour break on a sunday afternoon but it's not fun, doing stuff/housework I can't do while I have DS.

[amillionyears]

How old is your DS?

[devilishmangerdanger]

he's nearly 12 amillion

[amillionyears]

What are the issues that you most want help with?