I have suffered from panic attacks for 10 years and been on 150mg of efexor, found out I was pregnant and waited to see someone from the MHT to discuss meds but off of my own back have weaned myself down to 37.5mg. I say a lovely man from the MHT who prescibed me 2-4mg dizapam for two weeks whilst coming off of the efexor and prescribed me 25mg of imipramine to increase to 50mg after the two weeks. I was also on 8 tramadol, diclafanic (sp) + paracetmol as have had major surgery on my back. Anyways, have weaned myself down to 1 tramadol tablet with paracetmol in the morning to help get my back moving. The reason for this post is that I was only prescribed enough diazpam for one week so asked the GP for the second weeks worth to be met with you are damaging your baby and she will be born with an addiction - I then said that I am allowed to continue 1 tablet of tramadol am until I am 32 weeks - I am presently 29 weeks and will then more than likely be on bed rest til baby is born as paracetmol doesnt touch the pain. He then said he wasn't happy and that I was going to have a drug addict baby.
So am sitting here bawling my eyes out - taken out my frustration on my poor DH & teenage DS.
I smoked & drunk like a trooper at start of pregnancy (was on a two week all inclusive holiday so took full advantage) but gave up at 12 weeks when I found out - the doctor also said that because I drank there is a study that my baby will be born not as intelligant as others.
So I have fuked this baby up big time - dont want to have her now & considering adoption as I obviously dont deserve her as I am putting my MH before the health of my darling baby.
Please help me........ :'(
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Doctor today made me feel totally worthless & I haven't stopped crying all days
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purpleraindance · 19/11/2012 20:08
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