Hi. I need a bit of hand holding today. It's my birthday soon. Every year at this time I feel incredibly emotional and sad. By way of background I grew up in a big family but with a severely mentally ill mother. There was very little emotional love or support and quite a lot of emotional and physical abuse. My wonderful father and siblings could not have been more loving. But growing up there were no birthday parties cards or pressies. There was a lot of neglect on many levels. I am now very successful, wonderful Dh kids and home. But I feel an overwhelming sadness most days. I spoke to the gp and turned down ADs as felt they zombified my mother. My AD is walking, cleaning and being the best mum possible.
But near my birthday I feel like a neglected child again. I don't feel angry at my mum. I adore her. She had mh problems and I accept that. But I feel like a sad lonely child again today. Teary and emotional. How can I let go of my childhood?
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Need a friend. Sad every year on my birthday.
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babbas · 18/11/2012 16:12
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