It seems that just lately I have no patience at all with the DS's. They are my whole life and I love them so very much. They are not naughty boys, but they are on the go all day and do not stop. DS2 now knows how to press DS1's buttons to annoy the hell out of him and he does it on purpose so they do tend to fight quite a bit which always ends up with both of them screaming at me and needing hugs.
I'm so tired, I've not had an unbroken nights sleep since I was about 6 months pregnant with DS1 and he was 4yo 2weeks ago. I get 3 hours a week to myself when I go to a night class and sometimes a few extra hours if I have to go do some work on site at a clients. I work part-time from home and can't ever get caught up because they don't let me do it. By the time DH gets home at night I'm too exhausted to do the work then. Last night I took DS1 to bed and 7.30 and gave him a much needed cuddle then DH woke me up to hours later, then I stumbled to our bed and slept till ds2 woke me up at 12.30. Then I was just dozing on and off till i finally gave in and got up with him at 4am. It's like that every night.
Just not sure how to carry on, find myself yelling too much, stessing too much and they deserve so much better than me. I hate what I am at the minute.
Anyone else like this?
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Pfer · 17/01/2006 08:21
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