Hi, I have already posted a wee message last week. I had went to the doctors and he said I had PND. I didnt even realise. I havent been sleeping,I have been feeling guilty, crying all the time and cant even get out of bed in the morning. I feel disgusting and dint even want to put on my decent clothes.
I feel like I have been trying to concor this but nothing ids working. I was prescribed sleeping tablets so it would "Pick me up again" but now they have finished I feel just as low as I did. My partner is very loving but I feel Im letting him down and I dont think he really knows how to help me when Im upset.
I cant turn to my family cos they have enough problems going on and I dont want to burden them.
All my friends live far away and dont have kids.
The HV is coming out to see me tomorrow. I feel like such a loser. In a way I dont even want to tell her how bad things are I just want to put a front on and pretend Im ok.
I have never had depression b4 and till know could never quite understand it.
I feel really alone. Has anyone felt like this but got better in time and did you have to take medication?
I almost feel like no one wants to help. SOrry for sounding so desperate its just I want so much to get my life back on track.
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Help! I am still feeling so down. feel like no one understands
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LynseyM · 11/01/2006 20:20
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