DD is 3 weeks old today and i cant beleieve how im feeling.
I feel so low. I cant feel happy and in fact i cant feel any sort of emotion. The elation i felt when she was born and i first held her has gone. I know i love her but im numb when i look at her. I feel like im just going through the motions on a day to day basis and the lack of sleep is not helping. I hit an all time low last night and left her screaming in the lounge because i was terrified i would hurt her. I hate myself for feeling like this because this little girl is the result of a long time of trying to have a baby. We lost 2 babies before we had our angel and i hate that i cant feel happy.
Please tell me im normal! I never had anything like this when i had DS 5 years ago. I have health visitor coming tomorrow, should i talk to her or go to doctors? Im terrified by the way im feeling.
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Baby blues or P.N.D??
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bonkerz · 09/01/2006 17:00
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