i am getting married in 16 days but everything seems to be getting me down, my mum is really ill, my brother moved to cyprus at the weekend and wont be at my wedding my sister is moving to germany on 21st oct and i wont get to say goodbye before she goes and she wont be at the wedding althought she was supposed to be my maid of honour, i started my dream job 4 weeks ago and have been put on loads of courses and had to go to college one day a week, i also work at the weekend so i am only getting one day off a week which is today and i have spent most of it cleaning and doing washing because most of my evenings are filled with study, my dp cant seem to do anything right but moan because i am always at work and not doing stuff at home i know this is proberly nerves but i dont feel excited about the wedding at all i just want to get it over with so we can go back to plodding along with our lives as usual, i feel so ungrateful for all the work that has gone into our day. i love my new job and it really is a dream come true and i am giving it 110% but then i feel guity cos i am not at home doing the cleaning and stuff.
i know most people will look at this and say i am being silly and ungrateful but i dont seem to be able to get out of this rut
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liandme · 13/10/2005 15:17
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