i think my pill as failed :(

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i was taking cerazette back in february when i was seeing someone, we split up and i came off the pill, i then started having dates with someone in may and started taking the pill again well before we actually did anything... i've missed no pills, i made sure i started them a month before anything happened... we split 2 weeks ago so hardly seen each other really for long.

i had a hunch today to take a test, sore boobs and no period and there was a positive line faintish but definitely there :( this pill had made my cycle strange so i weren't too concerned about being late but i dunno i just felt different but im worried, what if im like 5 months pregnant and because of the pill i dnt know, i've put a fair bit of weight on recently

im really scared, i cant tell anyone in real, i dont know what to do, my life is hard at the minute, i have a ds with sen very little in the way of support... i dont know if i can do everything on my own again :( especially with 2... i have nomum, my dad is ok but not a hands on dad iykwim, the lad i was seeing he lies so much, me ex inlaws will not take gladly to the news either i still have a quite good relationship with them.

to top it off if i am pregnant, i had an x ray 2 weeks ago and i've eaten pretty much everything you're not suppose to :(

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thanks, id not even thought to go to the gp or anything... still in total shock