My husband of over 20 years left home 3 weeks ago (he is currently staying with his mother) and says he isn?t coming back (and that he doesn?t love me any more).
He did the same thing back in 2003, but quickly had a minor breakdown and came home. After a further few months he left again but we did get back together within a couple of weeks. The kids were very young then and I don?t regret trying again but I always said that if he ever left again I wouldn?t fight to keep the family together. He has been on tablets for stress/depression ever since, and increasingly difficult to live with.
I have become gradually more unhappy with his behaviour, both towards me and the children (now both teenagers 15 and 17), over the last few months and felt I was becoming depressed myself. I told him this on the Monday and got home from work on the Tuesday to find a note to say he couldn?t cope with the arguments and atmosphere any longer and he was removing himself from the situation.
Ironically we don?t actually argue that much ? I walk on egg shells most of the time, and all is fine providing I put up with him not lifting a finger round the house to help, and don?t mention it. Every so often I have a bit of an off day and ?go on? ? then he can?t deal with it and either storms out or sulks. He can?t/won?t cope with the normal ?banter? teenagers have and often explodes. He takes even the slightest ?criticism? (e.g. ?Couldn?t someone have started tea?? (when I am home late due to doing the weekly shop) as the end of the world, and sees that as an argument.
I?m not actually sure I want him back - since he?s been away it has been so much more peaceful and the kids and I have actually been able to relax and be ourselves. However I want to stay amicable and am not ruling out us getting back together so am being pleasant and helpful when I speak to him.
I am trying not to think too much about the future (having to sell our lovely house, growing old on my own, etc.) and am keeping quite strong at the moment, but have a few questions which I hope someone can give me some guidance on:
- If he changes his mind and wants to come back (i.e. try again) but I don?t want him to, or if he doesn?t want to try again but just wants to live as separate people in our house, where do I stand - can he insist he lives here?
- Whilst he is still paying towards the house running costs (our mortgage is paid) can he just come in and out as he pleases?
- Can he take things from the house without asking?
- If we stay apart, when can he make me sell the house?
- How much does he have to contribute to our running/living costs?
- I have earned more than him most of our married lives but not for the last 3 years. I put a lot of money (voluntary redundancy sum, pension lump sum, money inherited from my mum) into a large house extension a couple of years ago ? would this be reflected in the split?
- I have a bit more money left to me by my mum ? would he be entitled to half/some of this?
- What about pension - we have made extra contributions to his pension, what about me ? what will I live on?
Thanks for reading, sorry it is a bit long! ? hope someone can help with at least some of these, perhaps from your own experience, etc.