I split up with my exp 3 years ago & it was my choice. Having been together for 7 years he became a very controlling, arrogant & aggressive towards me. Despite my efforts to support & help him plus many sessions of couples counselling & his sessions of individual counselling, his violence toward me escalated to a point where I could no longer live in that situation.
Ever since we have split my exp has made constant efforts to try to get back with me in person, by text, by email, through facebook & despite the fact that he is now married with a baby he has never relented, he even rang me during his honeymoon to tell me how much he was missing me, he has not stopped. We have a ds together now, age 6, so he has to have contact with me but contact arrangements have been difficult, in the past 18 months he has tried to obtain full custody of ds through the courts & when that was thrown out by the judge, reported me to child protection for emotionally abusing ds, this was also dismissed by child protection as a malicious allegation aimed at attacking me & not for the welfare of ds. This has caused huge additional stress to me over the past 2 years notwithstanding the fact that our relationship had deteriated before we split.
My problem is that I still feel I am grieving for my relationship & dont know how I can move on, despite all the grief my ex has caused me I still have some feelings for him. The good side to my ex was in so many ways perfect & I was deeply in love with him & we had a great life together but the bad side of him was too bad to live with. I have given up everthing to not be with him but cannot shake off my feelings which I know I should not have. I would be so grateful for advice from anyone else who has been in this situation, how can I get over it??
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How can I stop grieving for my relationship
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samantha001 · 15/09/2011 14:58
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