So frustrating!!!

[kaykayblue]

Morning :)

I have posted in a couple of other threads on here, so sorry to anyone who already knows what's going on with me

Basically, I am just super frustrated to be in that "so what the fuck is happening then" grey zone. Urgh!!! I just want either my period or a positive test. I JUST WANT TO KNOW!!!!.

I didn't mark when I got my period last month (the ONE month I didn't do it...) so there is a small margin of guess work going on with exactly how late I am. My cycle is normally 26-28 days (never longer) and the last three months have been 27 days dead.

Today will be day 30 (so 2-4 days late) and there is still nothing. I did a clear blue digital test this morning and it came back negative - but I've seen online that they aren't the most sensitive.

We definitely aren't trying at the moment, but I have gone from absolute blind panic over possible pregnancy, to thinking that maybe it wouldn't be so bad after all. My partner is super relaxed about it either way.

Maybe I should just start thinking that I really really want this....at which point my AF will arrive .

I guess I will just wait til the weekend. If still nothing I'll take another test. I've decided to not drink this week just in case.