Scared to test incase it has actually finally happened!

[BigSuprise]

I am never late, occasionally early by a day with my period. But 99% of the time I am 28 days on the dot. After 6 yrs of TTC I am at the end of day 31. Feels just like Period is going to start any tme. Was the same with DD 8 years ago. Been like this for over a week.

Having learnt to live with not having another DC a year or two ago I am shit scared of this! We would all love a Baby but I can't get up the courage to pee on the stick!

Anxiety is sky high and can't bring myself to talk to RL friends or family as I don't want to dissapoint them iyswim?

Have 1 test left in the cupboard - should I go for it in the morning or just go to the GP?

[kaymondo]

All the gp will do is tell you to poas, may as well do that in the comfort of your own home!

Really hope you get the result you want, especially after so long trying.

[BigSuprise]

Thanks kaymondo - I guess I know that but I'm in a bit of a muddle in my head. Suppose that is why I wanted to talk about it on here.... Thanks for the good wishes x I'm not sure what to think.

[TeenageMutantNinjaTurtle]

You are going to have to POAS

Best of luck!

[mrshjb]

I was a nervous wreck when I poas. I waited until 15dpo and was shaking like mad when I did my frer. But I was so glad I'd waited because it was instantly positive with a big fat line. No painful waiting or squinting needed!

Good luck :)

[CabbagesAndKings]

POAS! Good luck.

[chocolateWaffles]

Definitely POAS! Good luck

[Mama1980]

Good luck you need to poas. Have my fingers crossed for you

[1moretime]

Poas hun....go go go!
Best of luck xx

[MrsCouchman]

Good luck!! B

[Sighing]

.... Any news?

[kaymondo]

Yes bigsurprise, have you poas yet? Been checking in all day for news - not over invested at all me

[cookielove]

Did you poas?

[Fhdl34]

Good luck x

[BigSuprise]

Thanks all......

I poas this morning and we got a very clear Positive! Am still in shock and DH has bought a top of the range to double check lol. Am so happy but scared to be starting again after such a big gap.

[TheresLotsOfFarmyardAnimals]

Fingers crossed

[somedizzywhore1804]

Hope you did it and it was positive!

[ToAvoidConversation]

Wow absolutely amazing news!!

[TheresLotsOfFarmyardAnimals]

What a cross post. Sqweeee! Congratulations!!

Happy & healthy 9 months

[ToAvoidConversation]

So.... Did you do anything special this month?

[ranchgirl]

:-) Tell us your secret! Many congrats.

[cookielove]

Oh yay congratulations :)

[BigSuprise]

Nothing different about this month Im afraid. Can't share any wisdom with you all. I suppose sometimes things just happen when they happen? Am suddenly glad I kept the cot :)

[ReluctantCamper]

fab news, many congratulations!

[ladyflower23]

Congratulations BigSuprise, this one was obviously meant to be

[MrsBeeBeeBee]

Yey, I kept checking back in for news. I'm over the moon for you. Congratulations. Happy and healthy 9 months xx