Have been bf my DD now for almost 10 weeks. It's starting to make me as miserable as I am happy about doing it if that makes sense.
We had a shaky start, c section, anaemic, PPH, weight loss, pumping and domperidone....from about 6 weeks I felt as though we'd cracked it. She has the occasional bottle of formula to give me a break and takes ff/ebf in a bottle no problem.
I'm tired. I'm so tired I feel like I could sleep for a week. We co-sleep as safer as i would fall asleep feeding her and worried about dropping her. She feeds about 2-3 times in the night and generally has the whole night/day thing worked out.
Day times are different matter. We try the whole eat/activity/sleep routine and after 30-40 mins she's showing sleepy signs but will only go off to sleep using me as a dummy. Then when I try and put her down she wakes up, screams and ends up so so tired the next steps become a battle.
I can't pick her up without her nuzzling towards my boobs and getting all fretful if I don't comfort feed. I've tried all shapes/makes of dummy...she gags on all of them. She shoves her fist in her mouth so far that she's sometimes sick.
I'm overweight and my body will not let any excess go until I finish bf. Same with 7 yo DS. So I'm sweating loads. Day and night. I am not one of the lucky ones that the weight falls off...I could feed 24/7 and stay the same. My body holds on to all it's reserves!
I have hardly any clothes to wear and am so warm wearing 2 layers so can feed her when out and about. We can't go far as either have to walk or use bus as she screams blue murder in the car seat and I can't bear it.
I know bf is best and I love the comfort it offers DD and convenience of it, but just wondering if enough is enough.
DH loves me feeding. He'd say whatever is best for me but I know he'd like me to carry on.
I just don't know what to do. Feel so selfish even contemplating stopping.
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Tomkat79 · 23/07/2014 12:32
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