Hi there everyone,
I have two gorgeous children born twenty months apart. I am a stay at home mum and love them dearly. I love to mess around with words. I'm not brilliant but I've decided to write a few bits about certain times in their lives (and mine) that I don't want to forget. The ups and the downs of motherhood. I'd really appreciate any feedback you have on this and whether you think I should carry on writing some other poems or just give up and keep them to myself;
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I’m trying to think of a reason why,
I’m trying to be strong and not to cry,
Because I’ve realised lately,
I hope just in time,
That I’m not as good a mummy as mine.
It’s not lack of trying, not that I don’t care,
It’s not that I’m in complete despair,
But I thought I would be a certain way,
When in fact I’m not and it’s not OK.
I pictured fun and laughter and play,
And instead I have crying and shouting all day,
I thought I ‘d be mellow, chilled and serene,
Instead I am angry and horrid and mean.
Each day is a record, repeat and repeat,
From the moment I wake till I fall into sleep,
And then after an hour I hear a small cry,
This job is relentless, I won’t tell a lie.
I know time is precious with my bundle of joy,
And my toddler doesn’t mean to upset or annoy,
But I’m terrified soon this time will be gone,
And I’ll look back thinking I got it all wrong.
This is all new to me, every day I am learning,
And I try to achieve this perfection I’m yearning,
I cook and I clean, take the children to play group,
Mostly covered in sick and smelling of stale poop.
I have rows with my husband about what I do,
If I don’t earn a wage, do I work as hard as you?
I can tell you right now, without hesitation,
This job deserves a royal commendation.
Sometimes in the morning when I’ve got them both dressed,
They’ve been fed; I’ve been showered,
And the babies had his rest,
I think I deserve a round of applause,
But there’s no one to see this feat I’ve endured.
There are moments when my children fill me with glee,
And moments when I want to run and break free,
My vision was perfect of how a mother should be,
Is anyone out there feeling like me?
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My first mummy poem... I'd appreciate feedback
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Mumof2littlepeople · 13/08/2014 21:12
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