I am a Christian believer and a minister of the gospel. I miscarried 3 weeks ago. People seem to have different expectations for me because of who I've always been. They want me to begin teaching and preaching again, now. After all, it's been 3 weeks. But I'm not sure that I'm ready to give just yet. I'm still sorting all of this out with God, and I don't enjoy being around people just yet. My family and friends have been understanding but they are all more comfortable when I play my "role". They want me to be alright, but I'm just not, yet. How long will this process take. I'm not grieving as hard now for my actual baby - I believe he is in heaven. But I am grieving the loss of who I was. I'm different now. I feel like I lost more than a baby that day... a part of me is gone,and I'm not sure who I am now. Help ?
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pinkdiamond ·
08/01/2005 20:38
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