I was ill in hospital last year-I was so poorly-my husband wonderful as ever-the week befor I was due to go back to work- his boss came to the house and said my husband had been taken to hospital- I got there expecting him to be moaning about the fuss-as soon as I saw the doctors face I knew. He had died instantly at work.its taken me a long time to stop crying but in a week or so it's the anniversary and I know I will relive every second of those days and my eyes Re filling up just thinking of it.i feel guilty for having moved on and I feel immense anger that I have been cheated of a future-so many emotions-I feel as raw as I did on the day-I think people have moved on and it's been a year but my heart is breaking
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Coming up to a year-the tears won't stop
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Churstondeckle · 19/05/2014 23:09
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