Hi,
i have 2 boys, and i am v v v thankful.
however i had a m/c in march and my baby was due on 23 sept. i was 4 weeks early with the other 2, so i would probably have had or be having him now.
i had to have an op 1mth ago which has left me infertile. at the tim ei thought the op was a good idea (for various reasons) and i know it still is.
but coming upto the due date i feel so down. no one seems to realise why i feel down. even my DH doesnt 'get it' .
someone tell me when this date passes i will feel better. i love my boys, but so badly wanted another.
we bought a rose after it happened and i repotted it and it died, but i couldnt throw it away even though my dad (a gardener) said its dead and to throw it. the past few days it has green leaves on and is literally coming back to life! now i know this is silly and coincidence but that has made me feel better.
i got lots of old clothes down last ngiht and found tons of maternity wear in there from the boys, and i was crying outside away from DH as i know i will never have my OWN BABY to hold again.
someone tell me this will get better.
thanks for reading.
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CarlyP · 23/08/2006 11:15
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