It was 3 weeks ago today that I had to give birth to my second dead baby in a six month period. Sorry to be so hideously blunt, but that's the fact of the matter sadly.
I have been so focused on trying to find out why and investigating specialists that I have not really thought about it too much. Then this morning it just hit me - it just feels too sad to even start to get my head round. I cannot help thinking that I have failed in some way - the babies were both perfectly healthy and i'd had great nuchal scan results for both. What on earth is my body doing to my babies?
I just don't know where to start really and I don't think there's anything that anyone can do either to make things better - nothing is going to change what has happened.
Sorry that this sounds a bit of a rant - just needed to tell a bunch of people that don't know me I guess.
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desperatehousewife · 14/06/2006 18:29
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