(Brief summary...was pg, started to bleed so had ascan which said ther was a 5-6 week sac where there should have been a 9 week baby, lost it that night although its not been confirmed - nothing else it could be though -but have another scan on friday)
I have sort of shoved all my feelings to one side and i just feel numb really, don't feel able to even start to deal with it while i am looking after the boys (3 and 1), i have no time to myself at all and i really really need some but can't get away. Will even have to take the boys to next scan as no one to watch them. Was dealing with the physical pain first and now that that has stopped i feel hollow and not really knowing what to do with myself
don't really know why i am typing this, its not making sense
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MerlinsBeard · 13/06/2006 09:54
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