Even though this happened 50 years ago mil and fil have never got over it and I am truly shocked at the way they were treated back then. dh never knew much detail as he was growing up, only that he had a baby sister who died at birth. fil seems to talk more to me for some reason.
At the birth, it was discovered the baby was breech. fil was telling me about it only the other day - he says he saw the feet emerge yet the midwife insisted mil walked down the stairs to give birth on the living room floor. As soon as the baby was born it was whisked away and they never saw it (her) again. There was no funeral, no chance to say goodbye. He was close to tears and it nearly broke my heart listening to him talk.
Apparently they have never really spoken about it over the years. They never had any counselling, the midwife was never brought to book (if indeed she had been at fault - although it looks that way by making mil walk downstairs during delivery). There is not even a grave to visit. What happened to the baby does not bear thinking about.
I cannot imagine losing a baby, yet I cannot comprehend giving birth for the baby to then be taken away and be told to just get on with your life. Many stories on MN have brought me to tears but this is much closer to home.
Don't know why I feel so shocked and haunted by this. Maybe I will feel better writing it here. MAybe I can find advice on what to say/do for mil and fil, I don't know. Thanks for listening anyway.
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QE · 03/05/2006 13:38
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