My dad is dying of cancer
He hasn't got long left and he's deteriorating very quickly and is like a skeleton. He's 67
My mum died 13 years ago. She had breast cancer and was 51
When mum was dying it was terrible and my dad sister and I had a dreadful time
I am very close to my parents I live around the corner and see them everyday. Both mum and dad are the most loving kind funny generous parents anyone could have. I was very close to mum and we shared a hobby together so spent a lot of time together but I have always been daddy's girl and dad and I are so alike. He's my best friend
But I have two dc aged 5 and 9 and this time it all feels odd because most of the time I have to feel normal as kids and routines still have to go on
But then when I'm alone it hits me. And I feel so sad I can't stop crying
Also my husband and I are separating as he lives in his own world ( he came home last night and found me sobbing and said have you got £50)
I'm sorry if I'm rambling but has anyone else been in this situation? I feeling like I'm loosing my mind
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damppatchnot · 23/02/2013 00:18
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